when you're waiting for something, or someone, you wrestle with this feeling of uncertainty and hopelessness.
your days grow longer because you're just going through the motions and looping through the same unanswered questions, the same thoughts over and over.
the worst part is that I didn't even realize I was doing it until it all came crashing down on me.
i followed someone onto a train, but i didn't want to get off without him.
so I waited.
i grew impatient, anxious and unhappy.
will it be this stop?
or the next?
maybe the one after.
i kept hoping to get off.
it's no wonder i didn't enjoy the actual train ride.
i didn't sit and look out the window and watch the world speed by.
instead, i stared at the exit and the growing gap between me and him.
in the end, i couldn't wait anymore.
i got off.
London producer Jono Das makes instrumental hip-hop with a prize fighter's mindset: steeled, dynamic, and constantly adapting. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 27, 2022